Short Story Collections
As this has happened to me more than once,
I felt like it was time for it to be written.
Poem: September 2020
My first instinct is to run
While my insides churn
While my hopes deplete
Knowing that I can't compete
I don't want to be in a love triangle
It's not my angle
I want to strangle
The other two in the triangle
I don't want this
I don't deserve this
This disgusts me
This isn't what I need
I can't handle this
I know there's plenty of fish
But this broken heart of mine
Feels like this is the last time
But I thought you were mine
I gave you plenty of time
Now that I'm lost
What is the cost?
I thought you loved me
I wanted you to marry me
I feel like it wasn't ever meant to be
2003: My best friend went out with my 8 year crush.
2011: I asked him out and he stood me up on a date.
2014: After going out 6 times, I found out he was married.
2016: He flirted with me and he was gay. He was my boss and I had to pretend it didn't bother me.
2017: He asked me out and stood me up on a date.
December 2021: Throughout our entire relationship he tried to turn me into his ex. He left.